Life Goes On…

The good news at my latest doctor appointment was that I am still cancer free and my larynx appears to be healing nicely! I brought to the doctors attention an issue I am having when I eat anything, regardless of the consistency – I get excruciating pain shooting in my jaw and up through my ear for the first 7-10 chews. My doctor suggested I see another specialist that deals with cancer rehabilitation since it sounded like a rare side effect from having a neck dissection. After seeing the new doctor, she confirmed that I have First Bite Syndrome, which is related to nerve impairment after the neck dissection. So, the bad news is that I have this other rare issue to deal with, however the good thing is that I can get Botox injections every 3-6 months which will take the pain away. The doctor mentioned that each person is different so for some people the injections can last a little longer, but she anticipates this will be a lifelong issue. I am just holding onto hope that this is just another bump in the road and hopefully my nerves will get better so I won’t need Botox injections forever. The new specialist will also give me Botox injections in my head to relieve a constant headache I’ve had, which is another surgery side effect. 
In addition, I will be spending more time in the car traveling to therapy, which stinks. I need to start going to the University of Penn’s therapist in order to start lymphedema therapy prior to having the injections. At least I can go to a satellite campus instead of driving into the city each therapy day.  
I am continuing to put all of my effort into getting better each day and will do whatever is recommended by my doctors. Without the tremendous support of my husband, mom, family and friends I wouldn’t be where I am right now. My children light up my life each day and they are the reason I keep pushing extra hard each and every day. They have really taught me that life goes on regardless of what is going on. I mean seriously, look at how much they have grown!

  

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  1. BARBARA DECKER's avatar
    BARBARA DECKER · March 16, 2016

    Hi Jess, It was so nice seeing you even though the occasion was sad. You are such a strong and determined young lady that it makes me feel so proud of you. the children are absolutely beautiful. God bless you all! love, Aunt Barbara

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  2. Marie McMahon's avatar
    Marie McMahon · March 16, 2016

    Hi, Jess…so happy for the GOOD news, even if it isn’t all perfect! What beautiful little faces you have to cheer you each day…that has to make you smile! If I can help out in any way, please let me know. You certainly are in my prayers each and everyday. Love to all…Mrs. McMahon

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  3. Susan Bowman's avatar
    Susan Bowman · March 16, 2016

    Hang in there, Jessica. You are amazing. It was so good to see you last week…sorry it was under sad circumstances. You look amazing! Love you, Cousin!

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  4. Sue Wakerley's avatar
    Sue Wakerley · March 23, 2016

    Hi Jess, good as always to hear from you. You have come such a long way and, as you say, are having to navigate yet further bumps in the road on the road to recovery. You keep strong as you do and just keep focussing on the here and now. You know I don’t think you know how truly amazing you are; although having Robbie, your gorgeous babies and family is all the inspiration and, of course, life itself.
    Slowly slowly I know you will achieve your personal goals and be the best you can be.
    Sending as always all our love and big hugs for you all. Sue, Pete, Alex and Kayleigh Xxxxxxxxxx 💕

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